My Independent Project consist of a live performance and a written thesis to display my research and process, therefore you can look behind my mask of creation. Furthermore, there are 3 vignettes created throughout the process of making this piece : a film, poetry booklet & painting, all intertwine into this body of research in Movement Therapy.

The Dance of Darkness

Essay  “The Dance of Darkness : A Poetic Exploration in Movement Therapy practises from a spiritual perspective”


Video of my live performance ‘The Dance of Darkness’


3 Vignettes


Film

Poerty Booklet

Painting

PROCESS

Life is a Tragedy in close-up,
but a comdey in long-shot
— Charlie Chaplin

Grief’s Point of view

Voskar, C. (September 2023). Griefs Point of View.

Live Performance

‘The Dance of Darkness’

Poster By Mazin Ali

Poster by Mazin Ali

Reflection:

After performing my solo, I felt alive. In this process I have grown and matured in confidence, it felt cathartic to finally share my dusty corners with the audience. Having my friends and family there supporting me, gave me the opportunity as a performer to take risks, within my improvised score. Having the audience present, gave me energy and more licensee to explore deeper emotions, a conversation between the 4th wall. In the process of making this performance I have pushed myself, going constantly out of my comfort zone. My research in Chaplin and Kahlo, supported my vision. In the future I will go on to develop this piece, showing it to various audiences, gaining different inspiration, fuelling my work in nuanced ways.

FOREST REHERESALS

In

the

Studio

Objects became key to my process and performance. I transposed the symbolism of each object….

KNOWLEDGE IN THE FORM OF MY NOTEBOOK FROM 1ST YEAR MASTERS. KNOWLEDGE IS TRANSACTIONAL, A GIVE AND TAKE.

LOVE

HUMAN EMOTION CONTRASTED WITH ABSURDITY OF RIDICULOUS ANIMALS

DESTINY IN THE FORM OF A WHITE SHIRT

THE BOW TIE IS TRANSFORMED INTO MUSIC IN MY BODY. MY GRANDFATHER WORE BOW TIES WHEN PLAYING HIS VIOLIN.

LAYERS OF THE SELF

Music was a key part of my process. The fusion of music and dance elevated the piece.

Fernando Aguila

Final music score

THE HAT REPRESENTS FORM AND STRUCTURE. THE STRIPPED TROUSERS REPRESENT ‘QUESTIONS?’

PLAYFULLNESS IN THE CLOWN

LOVE

LOVE

THE RED JACKET REPRESENTED DOUBT HENCE THE REGRETFUL NOSTALGIC GAZE ‘IM LEAVING’

RED WAS A SYMBOLIC COLOUR TO PLAY WITH. THE ROSE REPRESENTED LOVE.

Eye of Third’s

Watercolour

September 2023